Reading for Me

The Books I Have Read…..Just for Me

#42: Savannah (John Jakes)

I was first introduced to John Jakes’ work in junior high school.  I was doing an independent study in American history and the coordinator recommended I read the Kent Family Chronicles. Looking back on that recommendation, I’m still surprised; even though the history was fascinating, the novel was a bit too mature in content for my young mind. Since then, I’ve always been fascinated by Jakes’ works but have never really taken the opportunity to dive in.  This week, I visited a city that I dearly love — Savannah, Georgia — only this time I traveled there during the closing months of the Civil War as told by John Jakes.

Savannah is enthralling as a historical narrative. The details of the war leap from the page. The reader is horrified at the suffering of the innocents at the hands of Union and Confederate soldiers. As a story, however, I found myself wanting more. After reading 100 pages, I was tempted to set the book aside and start something new. The only thing that caused me to push ahead was the realization that there were less than 200 pages remaining. In those final pages, the historical accounts took a backseat to the tribulations faced by the central characters. THIS is what I appreciate about John Jakes’ novels. He is a master storyteller; I simply wish he would get the story rolling a bit sooner.

It’s always been on my bucket list to read the Kent Family Chronicles in its entirety; I still plan to do so, but I’m not feeling an intense desire to start after reading Savannah. If you’ve had a better experience with the works of John Jakes, I’d love to hear about it. I’m willing to give him another chance. I just need a recommendation of which book offers the best storytelling.

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#41: O Pioneers! (Willa Cather)

As a student, I remember enjoying reading My Antonia by Cather. I’ve always intended to read more of her works, but have never gotten around to it. This week, I stumbled across O Pioneers! on the library bookshelf and decided the time had come to revisit Cather.

O Pioneers! is the story of a farming family in Nebraska. After her father’s death, Alexandra finds herself with the responsibility of leading the family business, much to the chagrin of her older brothers. Despite difficulty and tragedy, Alexandra chooses to remain faithful to the land she inherited in hopes that her younger brother might have more choices in the future. Although the plot itself is rather simple, the novel is considered a masterpiece.

One of the major characters of O Pioneers! is the land itself. The land can be at times beautiful before suddenly taking on a vengeful, depressing air. Man’s inability to control the land (and by extension, man’s future) is a recurring theme of the novel. Personally, I loved how Cather finally stated this idea in the voice of Alexandra at the novel’s conclusion:  “We come and go, but the land is always here.  And the people who love it and understand it are the people who own it — for a little while.” (Cather, O Pioneers!, 158)

Was this one of my favorite reads of the year? Probably not. Am I glad that I read it? Definitely. If you’re in the mood for beautiful word play from one of America’s leading female authors, take a chance and check out O Pioneers!

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#40: Grace – More Than We Deserve, Greater Than We Imagine (Max Lucado)

Grace is central to the Christian faith. We invoke it daily and its name peppers our songs. But sometimes I wonder if we REALLY know what it is. We’ve learned that grace is “the unmerited favor of God,” yet do we truly understand what that means to our daily lives. In his book on the subject, Max Lucado explores grace from lots of angles in a practical and approachable way.

Over the years, I have read most of Lucado’s books and have had the privilege to hear him speak. I always find that several passages virtually jump off the page and into my heart. Grace was no different. I’ve decided to limit myself to sharing only one passage with you here (after all, you need to read this book for yourself).

In Genesis 32, we read the story of Jacob wrestling with the angel. After fighting all night and suffering a dislocated hip, Jacob realizes that he is struggling with God and declares that he will not give up until Jacob receives a blessing. Here’s Lucado’s portrait of grace based on this passage.

What are we to make of this? God in the mud. A tooth-and-nail fight to the finish. Jacob clinging, them limping. Sounds more like a bootlegger brawl than a Bible story. Bizarre. But the blessing request? I get that part. Distill it down to our language, and Jacob was asking, “God, do I matter to you?”

I would ask the same question. Given a face-to-face encounter with the Man [God], I’d venture, “Do you know who I am? In the great scheme of things, do I count for anything?”

So many messages tell us we don’t. We get laid off at work, turned away by the school. Everything from acne to Alzheimer’s leaves us feeling like the girl with no date to the prom.

We react. We validate our existence with a flurry of activity. We do more, buy more, achieve more. Like Jacob, we wrestle. All our wrestlings, I suppose, are merely asking this question: “Do I matter?”

All of grace, I believe is God’s definitive reply:  “Be blessed, my child. I accept you. I have adopted you into my family.”

Adopted children are chosen children.

. . . . .

God saw our lives from beginning to end, birth to hearse, and in spite of what he saw, he was still convinced ‘to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. And this gave him great pleasure.’ (Eph. 1:5, NLT)

(Lucado, Grace – More Than We Deserve, 119-120)

Encouraging stuff, huh? Do yourself a favor. Accept the fact that most of us don’t fully understand grace. Then with an open heart and open Bible, dive into this wonderful book from Max Lucado. You’ll be glad that you did.

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#39: My Nine Lives – A Memoir of Many Careers in Music (Leon Fleisher)

In addition to determining to learn more about composers, I have also begun to venture into biographies about performers. I was immediately attracted to the memoir of Leon Fleisher because of my personal interest in music related injuries. I was aware of his many years as the left-handed pianist due to focal dystonia and his legendary teaching at the Curtis Institute. I quickly learned that this marvelous musician was a man who epitomizes perseverance and passion for his craft.

I especially enjoyed reading Fleisher’s finely crafted descriptions of performances and lessons. His words made me thirst to hear the sounds that he produced. His insights encouraged me to revisit familiar pieces that hold special places in my heart. I cannot wait to finally hear his legendary recording of the Brahms’ D Minor concerto. I greatly appreciated the author’s open discussions about his various obstacles, failures, fears, and relational difficulties. I suppose we all face the same challenges to some degree; it’s comforting to hear a stellar musician sharing situations with which I can identify. I suppose it gives me hope for overcoming them in my own life as well.

I’m glad I read the memoir. I look forward to listening to Fleisher’s recordings. I trust that I will return to My Nine Lives again in the future.

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#38: Vivaldi: Voice of the Baroque (H.C. Robbins Landon)

I’ve come to accept the fact that I actually know very little about the composers and performers of classical music. During my years of study, most of my attention has been focused on their music rather than the story of their lives. That’s a situation that I can easily correct by reading some biographies…….and this was the first in what I hope will be a long line of such reading.

Before reading Landon’s biography, I knew of Vivaldi as the composer of The Four Seasons and the “Red Priest” who worked tirelessly with the girls of the Pieta. I was surprised to learn about his operatic writing and his questionable relationship with the Giraud sisters. The chapter entitled “Problems in Ferrara” was especially interesting as the biographer detailed the accusations of fornication leveled against Vivaldi and Anna Giraud.

While the book was primarily biographical in nature, the discussions of Vivaldi’s compositions — with special attention given to the operas, sacred compositions, and The Four Seasons — were insightful and well written. I found the book very approachable while being extremely informative.

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#37: Prayer – Does It Make Any Difference? (Philip Yancey)

It’s not often that I pick up a book on a subject like prayer and read it from cover to cover. I’m so thankful that I did just that with Philip Yancey’s book on the subject. My prayer life has improved while reading it and I have begun to understand prayer more intimately.  If you’ve been reading my personal blog, Livin’ Life, recently, you’ve seen how the book has touched me. (You can check out the posts related to prayer here and here.)

If I had to pinpoint the one point that most spoke to my heart, it would definitely be this truth:  prayer is not an activity we engage in out of duty or because God needs it. Prayer is authentic, real, honest communication with the Living God! It’s all about relationship. That’s such a basic concept of the Christian faith, but I think many of us miss the boat when we view prayer as a laborious duty we need to fulfill. I found Yancey’s closing of the book exciting and inspiring. While thinking about Heaven as described in the book of Revelation, Yancey has this to say about prayer:

Prayer itself will necessarily change [in Heaven] — not end, exactly, but realize its rightful place as conversation. Prayer now is a kind of awkward rehearsal, like talking on a mobile phone to someone in Africa, the connection garbled and staticky, the English broken and accented. God “has never acquiesced in the break which was brought about in Adam,” wrote Jacques Ellul. Indeed God has not. The entire Bible chronicles God’s effort to renew what was lost on that day in the garden when Adam hid and no longer conversed with God as a friend. One day we will all have that chance.

Sometimes I think about my first face-to-face conversation with God. I have so many unresolved questions, so many laments and regrets. Where should I begin? Various openings play out in my mind, until I remember with a start whom in fact I will be talking to, the One who spun out galaxies and created all that exists. Objections fade away, doubts dissolve, and I imagine myself falling back on words akin to Job’s:  “Oh, now I get it.” And then the conversation resumes.  (Yancey, 327-328)

Did I enjoy this book? Yes.  Do I agree with all of Yancey’s arguments? No. I especially have issues with his statements about Divine healing. Have I been challenged and experienced growth while reading it? Most certainly. It’s not important that we all agree about every aspect of prayer; what is important is that we pursue a conversation with the Father that daily becomes more and more intimate.

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#36: Still Missing (Chevy Stevens)

I am intrigued by debut novels. It’s always fun to see if I can detect that “spark” that developed in an established author. Chevy Stevens certainly grabbed by attention with her first novel, Still Missing. Published in 2010, Still Missing tells the story of Annie, a beautiful real estate agent. While ending an open house late one afternoon, a potential buyer stops in and asks to see the house. Situations quickly spin out of control and Annie finds herself abducted by the man she will come to call “The Freak.” Still Missing is the suspenseful tale of Annie’s year-long ordeal with The Freak and the stress of her return to society and family after her escape. Rather than simply providing a chronological account, Stevens expertly weaves her story together in a series of psychological therapy sessions that contain Annie’s first person narrative.

I love the way Stevens guides the reader through the story and provides plenty of plot twists to keep you guessing. The prose is fast-paced. Annie, The Freak, and Annie’s family and friends are wonderfully developed which allows us to feel as though we are part of the community of Clayton Falls. Reader, be warned — this novel contains disturbing scenes of violence and adult language. (To be clear, the novel does contain a significant number of the “most offensive” expletives in the English language.)

Other novels by Chevy Stevens include Never Knowing(2011) and Always Watching (2013).

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#35: The Trial (Robert Whitlow)

After some heavy reading, I picked up a copy of The Trial that had been lying around for some time. I have enjoyed the other books by Robert Whitlow that I’ve read. I had no idea that this novel would make such a profound impact on me.

The novel centers around Mac McClain, a lawyer who lost his wife and two sons in a tragic accident several years ago. Mac has now been appointed as counsel for Pete Thomason. Pete is accused of murdering his girlfriend and attempting to cover it up by driving her car over a cliff. The major problem with Pete’s defense is that he has no memory of the events leading up to the accident and can offer no explanation for what occurred. All in all, the legal thriller is fascinating and well written.

What grabbed my heart, however, were the spiritual journeys going on behind the scenes. Mac is deeply depressed as the novel opens and contemplates suicide. Pete scoffs at religion until he meets a jailhouse preacher who leads Pete to Christ. Most notably, however, is a prayer group hosted by the local Presbyterian church. The descriptions of their intercessory prayers vividly portray the powerful impact of prayer in spiritual warfare. I especially appreciated the variety of prayer times that were described. Some were quiet and solemn; others were a rush of words brought on by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit. With references to small visions and gentle directions within a person’s spirit, The Trial packs a punch and reminds us that God is constantly at work around us and is concerned about the things that concern us.

I’m looking forward to tracking down the movie inspired by the novel.  Here’s the preview if you want to check it out.

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#34: Winter of the World (Ken Follett)

It was a challenge, but I made it through the 940 pages that make up the second book of The Century Trilogy. Don’t misunderstand, I loved every minute of it. The struggle came with the interruptions that came due to vacations, family commitments, and personal illness. Since this covers an era of history that fascinates me, I found myself slowing down and savoring each word and scene.

Winter of the World is the continuing saga of the families introduced in Fall of Giants. The second volume covers the horrific events facing the world between the years 1933 and 1949. I was appalled as I read of Hitler’s rise to power while coming to a clearer understanding of how the German people would allow such a thing to happen. Tears ran down my face as I witnessed the extermination of handicapped children in an effort to strengthen the Aryan race. I admired the courage of German spies who risked their lives to procure vital information for the Allied forces while English women fearlessly attempted to save as many lives as possible during the nightly bombings on London. Battles at Pearl Harbor, Normandy Beach, and the Russian front became vivid. I watched in horror as the first atomic bomb was detonated in the New Mexico desert. The consequences of the bomb’s completion were both riveting and fateful. The creation of the Marshall Plan and the Berlin Airlift filled me with immense pride as an American.

If you find the 20th century as engaging of a century as I do, I strongly encourage you to read these novels! If you’re not a history buff, but you still love a captivating story…..read these books. My only complaint is that I have to wait to see how the story turns out for these families; Follett’s final volume of the saga, Edge of Eternity, is scheduled to be published in late 2014.

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#33: The Mastery of Music: Ten Pathways to True Artistry (Barry Green)

Barry Green’s book The Inner Game of Music was one of the best things I read during my graduate work. The Mastery of Music did not let me down either. Green examines characteristics that are important to every musician (and many other professions as well) by examining the performers of specific instruments that exemplify that quality. Who can doubt that a trumpet player epitomizes confidence? Filled with wonderful stories and honest reflection, The Mastery of Music is a book that should be read by every musician.

For a more detailed review of the book from a musical perspective, check out the post on Collaborations on Thursday, July 18, 2013.

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