Reading for Me

The Books I Have Read…..Just for Me

#11:Only Time Will Tell (Jeffrey Archer)

I was first introduced to Jeffrey Archer and his Clifton Chronicles series way back in 2013. That’s when I first read Only Time Will Tell as an audio book. One of the exciting things about keeping this blog of all the books that I read for my own pleasure is that I can always return to previous reviews to see what I thought of a book from my past. I remembered enjoying the audio book and knew that I hoped to read the entire series, but so many things always seemed to get in the way.

As 2019 was coming to an end, I began to look for something to gift myself for the Christmas holidays. As luck would have it, I found the complete Clifton Chronicles in paperback edition bundled as a set. I had found my gift! Once they arrived, I decided not to tear the set open right away since I wanted to have plenty of uninterrupted time to make my way through the saga of Harry Clifton and his family. I planned to work my way through the books this summer.

Plans changed for everyone in so many ways when the COVID-19 pandemic hit the US. Suddenly, I found myself spending more time at home with lots of time to read. I finished the novel I was reading at the moment and then tore open the wrapping of the Archer series and began on the first page. That was six days ago and I finished the novel this afternoon. Truthfully, I finished last night….but made myself wait for the last few chapters until this afternoon. I knew I just needed to get some sleep.

Only Time Will Tell completely lived up to my expectations. It is the story of Harry Clifton, a young English boy who is being raised by his single mother. There is a question about his paternity that propels the plot of this entire novel. Was the man who died in a freak boating accident his biological father or is Harry the bastard son of the wealthy man who is the father of his best friend?

Harry escapes his humble home and the limited possibilities of living in that community by pursuing an education. The only way that he is able to fund his education is by scholarships that are awarded to him because of his musical abilities. (Hmmm…..I wonder why that resonates with me so much!) While at school, Harry meets his friends Giles and Deakins who will remain close companions throughout the years of his schooling. During his earliest training, Harry also meets the mysterious Old Jack who takes a profound interest in the lad and consistently acts in the boy’s best interest without seeking any credit for the child’s successes.

Historically, the novel covers the years just after the end of World War I through the earliest fighting of World War II. In the novel’s closing scenes, the reader learns that Britain has declared war on Germany because of the Nazi invasion of Poland. The act of war that follows on the waters of the Atlantic Ocean forever changes the course of young Harry’s life. While readers may not find the concluding section of the novel as fulfilling as most of what has preceded it, Archer does manage to leave the audience with a tremendous cliffhanger that will make certain that the reader returns for book 2 of the series!

As I reflect upon Only Time Will Tell, I notice a similarity in style between it and John Jakes’ The Bastard that opens the author’s Kent Family Chronicles. (For reasons that I still cannot comprehend, John Jakes’ novel was assigned to me as a 7th grader as part of an independent history assignment. Inappropriate teaching? Yeah, I was not emotionally ready to handle the material that was presented there. But I do want to go back and read that series of the American experience as well someday.) Archer’s novel focuses on the war experience from the British perspective. I’m anxious to see if Harry will remain an American now that he has found his way to New York Harbor or if he will return to Britain as he longs to do at the end of Only Time Will Tell. I suppose I’ll just have to crack open the next volume to find out what new adventures await in the Clifton saga.

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#10: In the Beginning (Chaim Potok)

I was first introduced to the writing of the Jewish author, Chaim Potok, while taking a course in minority literature at Pepperdine University. I discovered many interesting authors in the class and it forever changed the landscape of my personal reading. I remember fondly my first experience with Potok’s classic novel My Name is Asher Lev. I decided to revisit the book earlier this year and was thrilled with its power upon a second reading. This began my continuing voyage through the works of Potok and I continue to be amazed at his skill and command of the written word.

In the Beginning is set in Brooklyn in the first few decades of the 20th century. The stock market has crashed, people have survived the Great Depression, and America has found itself fighting absolute evil in the Great War. Against this background, Potok introduces us to David Lurie, a brilliant young Jewish boy who excels in his study of Torah. As he matures and encounters more evil in the world, David begins to have questions regarding Truth and faith. The young student begins to search for answers from scholars of all ages and religions – even exploring the writings of Anti-Semites. David’s quest for Truth causes great distress for his observant Jewish family. As he looks for answers, David also learns more about his family’s past, their journey to America, the losses they have suffered, and the often personal cost of questioning faith and traditional values. Along the way, David also learns what it means to become a man who stands on his own against opposition.

I was absolutely floored by In the Beginning. I personally identify with the challenges that often come at the intersection of inquiry and faith traditions within a conservative community. I loved watching a young man’s journey of discovery as he asked tough questions while those around him were frightened by the student’s audacity to even ask the questions. Throughout my life, I have been told repeatedly a maxim that is heralded throughout Potok’s novel — absolute Truth has nothing to fear from doubt, inquiry, and investigation.

This was the perfect novel for me to read in our nation’s current time of crisis related to the COVID-19 epidemic. As I find myself asking questions such as “How can God allow this to happen?” and “Does God even love us anymore?” the words of In the Beginning bring me comfort in the assurance that God knows my questions and fears before I even ask them. He is not frightened by the questions I ask. Instead, He repeatedly reveals Truth to me in various ways at various times through various means because He loves me that deeply.

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#8: The Great Alone (Kristin Hannah)

Let’s start with the most important statement. READ THIS BOOK!!!!! Okay now that is out of the way….let’s move on to an actual review.

The Great Alone is an amazing novel filled with adventure, drama, love, and survival in the Alaskan wilderness. Hannah’s novel follows the life of the young heroine, Leni, and her dysfunctional parents, Ernt and Cora. Set in the 1970s, Ernt is a Vietnam veteran who has returned home and seeks to find his place again in society. Traumatized by his experiences as a POW, Ernt struggles with issues of trust and intense anger.

In a moment of “inspiration”, Ernt loads up his family and sets out for Alaska in search of a place where they will not be bothered by government interference and modern living. Leni expects to hate her new living conditions. Instead, she finds a community that becomes the family she has always longed for and has desperately needed. Additionally, she finds love with a forbidden boy.

While much of the novel’s opening focuses on Ernt’s actions, this is merely a setup to examine Leni’s response to Alaska. The novel is a beautiful coming-of-age story of a young girl who must find her way against all odds and learns the true meaning of “survival.” This novel has easily become the best read of my year so far….and one of my favorite contemporary novels of the decade. Kristin Hannah is quickly becoming an author of immense talent for telling stories that force you to think objectively while adequately tugging at your heart strings.

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#7: The Long War (Terry Pratchett)

Let’s cut right to the chase on this one….I HATED THIS BOOK! Why did I read it? Why did I finish it when I was hating the process? The novel is the 2nd installment in Terry Pratchett’s The Long Earth series. Science fiction is not my favorite genre and I struggle to read the works. I kept pushing through because it is a book in My Library Shelf project. Even though there are a lot of Pratchett’s works included on this particular shelf, I think I have a fighting chance of working through all of the books there. Plus I’m hoping that all of Pratchett’s writings are not exactly like this series. I’m keeping an open mind for the moment before I jump to a conclusion.

But for now, I’m taking a break from the Library Shelf project in order to finish up a couple of other books in progress and return to an author that I know I love — Kristin Hannah. Just started The Great Alone a few days ago and already loving it!

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#5: The Yellow Birds (Kevin Powers)

Things have been quite busy this week in preparation for a piano recital that I performed last night. So this book review is a couple of days late, but something that I definitely need to write. I actually finished reading the book earlier this week.

I HATED THIS BOOK! I don’t know that I have actually ever completed a worse piece of fiction in my entire reading life. Why did I push through to the end? The novel was part of My Library Shelf project and I wanted to give the author — and the shelf — the opportunity to redeem themselves. Sadly, it never happened.

The Yellow Birds is a war story set in Iraq and follows a pair of soldiers through the challenges of deployment, the trauma of so much killing, and the stress of dealing with death all around and the subsequent pressure to return to American society. In theory, the book sounded interesting. I’ll be the first to admit that I am not a fan of military fiction. I tried — I really did — to allow the characters to speak to me. I found them to be two-dimensional and not people that I could empathize with. I really did not care about their story and was very happy to see the final page of the book come.

I’m waiting for the service man to arrive at my apartment this morning to hopefully restore my internet and cable service. Once he is done, I plan to return my books to the library….and return to my beloved library shelf. It has been a good source of wonderful stories for me so far. I won’t hold my poor experience with The Yellow Birds against it.

If I can keep my eyes open, I’m ready to dive into another book and continue my reading adventure. Who’s ready to join me?

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#4: Dear Evan Hansen (Val Emmich)

During my most recent library trip, I decided I was in the mood for some Young Adult fiction. I hadn’t done any advance research and didn’t have anything in mind. Unfortunately, scanning the shelves led to unsatisfactory finds. (I’m going to have to try again to see if the selection is really that poor!) As I was heading to the circulation desk, a book caught my eye on the bottom of the new selections display – Dear Evan Hansen by Val Emmich with Steven Levenson, Benjamin Pasek, and Justin Paul. I immediately recognized the last three names as the team behind the hit Broadway show of the same name. I had just found my next read!

Dear Evan Hansen is the story of a high school senior, Mark Evan Hansen, who often feels unnoticed and overlooked. He avoids crowds and shies away from the public eye. While visiting his therapist (just to make his mother happy!), Evan is instructed to write daily letters to himself. While they are meant to focus his attention on the positive aspects of life, Evan is also told to simply be truthful about how things are going.

After a particularly trying day that included an encounter with the school recluse and bully, Connor, Evan heads to the computer lab to write his feelings. “Dear Evan Hansen,” he begins and lays his feelings of hopelessness and frustration with life on the line. As he prints the letter, he discovers that Conner is also in the lab. Before Evan can get to the letter, Connor has already retrieved it from the printer, read it, and leaves with the letter in his possession.

While Evan waits for his world to be destroyed by Connor sharing the personal letter with the public, Evan’s world takes a sharp turn. Connor has committed suicide and his parents found Evan’s letter. But they don’t think the letter was written by Evan! Instead, they assume that Connor was preparing to share his feelings with his best friend, Evan Hansen.

What can be done? Evan must decide between telling the truth and admitting to his own embarrassing circumstances or he can create a facade that will bring relief to Connor’s grieving parents while making Evan an overnight sensation and hero! Dear Evan Hansen beautifully examines the conflict between fact and fiction by those teens who feel they are not noticed by anyone and the guilt that comes with the lies.

Perhaps one of my favorite passages from the novel comes in the Epilogue. Since I am certain it will not spoil important plot points, I want to share it here to let you see the beauty of the narrative and to let you think about the quote’s important message.

It reminds me of that saying: “The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.” I guess that means we’re just products of whoever made us and we don’t have much control. The thing is, when people use that phrase, they ignore the most critical part: the falling. Within the logic of that saying, the apple falls every single time. Not falling isn’t an option. So, if the apple has to fall, the most important question in my mind is what happens to it upon hitting the ground? Does it touch down with barely a scratch? Or does it smash on impact? Two vastly different fates. When you think about it, who cares about its proximity to the tree or what type of tree spawned it? What really makes all the difference, then, is how we land.

–Dear Evan Hansen by Val Emmich, p. 334

Go to your local library or bookstore and pick up a copy of this book about love, loss, and the power of friendship. Most importantly, remember that none of us is truly alone!

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#2: At the Wolf’s Table (Rosella Postorino)

Some books catch your eye because of their cover and you immediately think, “I don’t think I want to read that one.” That was the case with At the Wolf’s Table from the very beginning. It was on My Library Shelf at Unger Library though. Now I had a choice. I decided to put aside my initial impressions and follow through with my challenge and began to read the novel.

What was it about the cover? Really, the problem was on the spine. A small, but prominent swastika — the symbol of the Nazi party. I have always had a fascination with World War II and enjoy reading historical fiction from that era. At the Wolf’s Table was going to be different. It was going to take place deep within the Third Reich. Did I really want to read something that portrayed evil? I wasn’t sure.

Postorino’ s novel tells the story of a small group of women who find themselves as a gog in the wheel that was Hitler’s Wolfsschanze — the Wolf’s Lair. The central character is Rosa, a young Berliner who returns to the remote area of eastern Germany while her husband serves in the war. She moves in with her in-laws, but is quickly selected to work as a food taster for the dictator. Rosa is given a seat At the Wolf’s Table to make sure that food prepared for Hitler has not been poisoned.

Throughout the novel, Rosa shows the danger and challenges wrought on the Germany people under Hitler’s regime. She watches helplessly as those she loves struggle with hunger. Loved ones lose their lives in bombing campaigns. One of her favorite collegiate teachers is dragged away before her eyes because he is a Jew. While acknowledging her on hatred of the Third Reich, Rosa also deals with her growing love (or is it just lust?) for a young SS Officer who supervises her activity in the dining hall.

At the Wolf’s Table was a powerful read that I am very glad I picked up despite my initial hesitation. The final part of the novel seemed poorly written in contrast to the earlier sections. While I appreciate Postorino’s desire to bring Rosa’s story to a close, I found the ending to be pedantic and unsatisfying. Truthfully, if the story had simply ended with Rosa’s train ride back to the Berlin after Hitler’s demise, I would have been a very satisfied reader.

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The Finishing School (Joanna Goodman)

I’ve never done this before, but I feel compelled to include a TRIGGER WARNING for readers due to the presence of childhood sexual abuse and teen suicide found in The Finishing School. Both issues are prevalent themes of the novel.

Having said that, The Finishing School was an outstanding read! The novel’s setting is split between Lausanne and Toronto. Kersti is an Estonian-Canadian whose family owns a small travel agency in Toronto. Rather than educating her in Toronto, her family sends her to the same all-girls boarding school in Lausanne that her mother attended. It is at the Lycee that Kersti becomes friends with her roommate, Cressida.

Cressida is a wild-child, experimenting with drug use and exploring her sexuality. Cressida soon confides in her roommate that she is having an affair with an older man; Kersti later discovers that the man is the girls’ married history teacher. After an upsetting night during the girls’ senior year including lots of tears and alcohol, Cressida falls from her third floor balcony, leaving her paralyzed and spending the rest of her life in a vegetative state. The school determines the event was an unfortunate accident caused by Cressida’s alcoholism and the investigation is closed.

While working on her third novel, Kersti receives a disturbing letter written by one of her Lycee friends just before her death that suggests that something sinister was actually occurring behind the secluded doors of the exclusive boarding school. Is it possible that Cressida was pushed from the balcony because she knew too much? Were other girls suffering in silence? This letter begins Kersti’s search for the truth in order to gain justice for her friend and to bring closure to her own experiences at The Finishing School.

Goodman’s novel certainly qualifies as a page-turner and quickly engages the reader. The writing style is fluid and allows the audience to seamlessly move between the recounting of events at the school in the 1990s and the present day search for truth. The inclusion of Kersti’s personal struggles with fertility and the impact it has on her marriage can sometimes become distracting from the overall storyline, but I still find The Finishing School to be a worthy read for any book club or a reader needing a fun thriller to add to their shelf.

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Insurgent (Veronica Roth)

This post has been challenging to write. Why? I finished reading Insurgent while on vacation with my parents last week. When I closed the novel, I found myself asking “What am I going to say about THAT?” I don’t know. Even as I am beginning to write this post, I don’t really know what I’m going to say. This may be an interesting review for all of us….

Insurgent continues the story of Tris and Tobias’ love affair in their dystopian world. As war looms, our young heros face the issue of figuring out who they can trust and who is telling them the truth. Themes of loyalty, forgiveness, freedom, and independence course throughout the work. As a work of fiction, however, I found myself unimpressed repeatedly. The plot simply seemed to circle on itself and never move forward. I was no longer drawn into the story as I was in Divergent and discovered that I kept reading because of my commitment to the previous novel. As I neared the end, I began to question if I really wanted to read the final novel in the trilogy. I don’t have the confidence that the story and writing will grab my attention again. Part of me wants to read it just to complete the cycle; the other part of me hears my former literature teacher telling me to walk away from a bad read without guilt because there are so many good books awaiting my attention. We will just have to see what the future holds.

I’m rather shocked that this has been my response to Insurgent. The reviews for the book were tremendous. The book appears at first glance to be the kind that I will thoroughly enjoy. I can’t really put my finger on what it was about the second installment of the trilogy that turned me off so badly, but I can’t really come up with anything good to say about the reading experience.

So I’m taking a departure from young adult fiction for a while and returning to more familiar territory. I wanted to immerse myself in several different books in hopes that SOMETHING would re-ignite a passion for reading at the moment. So what am I reading right now? I’m working my way through 3 books — which is rather unusual for me!  I am reading The First American (H.W. Brands), The Finishing School (Joanna Goodman) and Ballplayer (Chipper Jones). Hopefully I’ll have a new reading review on one of these books by the end of the week. Now I’m going back to my reading chair and diving into a book.

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Divergent (Veronica Roth)

I tend to avoid getting on the bandwagon with popular series. It took me forever to experience the world of Harry Potter and the Hunger Games saga. Why? I didn’t want to get swept up into the hoopla of the popular experiences. By waiting, the books are able to stand on their own merit and my encounter with the written word is mine alone.

To that end, I dove into Veronica Roth’s Divergent this summer….and I thoroughly enjoyed the first book of the series! The storytelling was engrossing and the plot easily kept my attention through its many twists and turns. Now I completely understand why Roth’s writing was so well received by the young adult audience.

For those who have no idea about Divergent, the novel is set in a world where people are sorted into factions — essentially a caste system — based upon skills that they possess. There are a select few, however, who have superior skills that cannot be manipulated by the sorting process. They are classified as the Divergent….and face constant danger if their status is discovered. 

The adventures of Beatrice, Four, Will, Peter, and the others will keep the attention of every reader. Looking for an exciting adventure story? Look no further than Divergent. Need a little romance in your life? It’s here, too! Hoping for something that raises questions about bravery and selflessness? Roth’s novel addresses these topics splendidly.

I highly recommend that you and your teen read this book! However, be advised that there are scenes depicting violence, warfare, sexuality, domestic abuse and death that may be disturbing for some readers.

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