Reading for Me

The Books I Have Read…..Just for Me

#14: After the End (Clare Mackintosh)

Let’s just start with the most important statement that this review will contain. READ THIS BOOK! This book was a fast read that was thought provoking and addressed contemporary issues without hitting you over the head with a clear opinion.

After the End tells the story of Max and Pip, a couple living in England. Their only child, Dylan, will soon turn three years old — hopefully. Dylan is currently in the Pediatric ICU as a result of complications from a brain tumor. After multiple surgeries and chemotherapy, the doctors have discovered that the remaining portion of the tumor is growing. Sadly, they do not recommend further treatment and ask Max and Pip to make an impossible decision. Do they continue to seek treatment that might prolong Dylan’s life for a short while or do they simply offer palliative care and allow the child to die? The doctors have made it clear that should Dylan continue to live, he will have very little function, if any. He will not walk or feed himself. It is doubtful that he will ever clearly communicate his wishes or pains. He will not regain control of his bladder or bowels. Faced with the question that has no obvious answer, Max and Pip find themselves on opposite sides — unable to agree on the best course of action to take for young Dylan. As a result, the case will be taken before family court.

In a startling turn at the novel’s mid-point, Mackintosh produces two subsequent chapters that have the opposite decisions handed down by the court. For the remainder of the story, the author masterfully explores what *might* happen to Dylan and his parents in both scenarios. When I first encountered these chapters in the novel, I was confused and uncertain of how this was going to play out. Soon it became clear that Mackintosh was showing the reader alternate endings to the story. Through this unusual storytelling device, After the End points out that mistakes, suffering, and joy result along both paths and that it is absolutely impossible to truly know what the best choice is in every situation. One simply must consider the facts as presented at the moment, listen to your heart and gut-instinct, and follow a path. Then, we simply must travel the chosen path and not torment ourselves by constantly looking back and second-guessing our choices.

At the conclusion of the novel, Mackintosh shares some insight in her author’s note that I think readers need to know before beginning the journey. While the novel is completely a work of fiction, Mackintosh and her husband faced a similar situation in their own lives when their child became gravely ill; the Mackintoshes were forced to face a decision similar to that of Max and Pip. While Candace and her husband were in total agreement about their decision, I personally believe that her experience allowed her to write the story of Pip and Max with an unmatched level of truthfulness, compassion, and empathy for all characters in her novel while carefully navigating the waters of the quality of life versus quantity of life debate.

If you are ready to ask yourself repeatedly how you would handle such a challenging and unimaginably difficult situation, journey with Pip and Max through the pages of After the End. Once you reach the end of the novel, these characters will stay with you long after the final page and continue to give you much to think about and consider.

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#13: Mad at the World: A Life of John Steinbeck (William Souder)

After a long wait, I finally read a book over the summer break! I’m thrilled to say that the drought is over and I am once again enjoying my time with my nose in a book. What got me back into the grove? This amazing biography of American author, John Steinbeck.

Mad at the World is not a dry biography at all. Souder examines Steinbeck’s life and world in a conversational manner set against riveting explorations of world events. It is so important that we never forget that artists — authors, composers, painters — are never creating their works in a vacuum. The impact of their surroundings and world events cannot be ignored. Souder did an excellent job of merging the two sides of this complex reality that left this reader wanting even more.

Souder’s biography is not just about Steinbeck’s life and relationships. Souder examines each of the author’s works, providing a brief synopsis of the overall plot without disclosing too many spoilers. I have read many of Steinbeck’s works over the years, but it was nice to have an introduction to some of the lesser known works as well. I’ve added a few of them to my TBR as a result of reading this work. I especially found the discussions between Steinbeck and the staff of Viking Publishing quite interesting.

A fascinating read that has me thinking about future reading projects. I especially found myself interested in learning more about the presidencies of Hoover and FDR. I’ve considered beginning to read biographies of the 20th century men who have held this highest political office. Obviously, the other potential project is reading more biographies of major American authors. While this definitely intrigues me, I can’t come up with a way to put a measurable outline on the project. I need to know where the “end” is going to be in order to declare the project completed.

What’s next on the agenda? I’m moving back into fiction for a bit. I’ve picked up a paperback that grabbed my attention this spring and am now fully engrossed in After the End by Clare Mackintosh. I’ll let you know how it goes!

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The View From My Reading Chair – June 20

Hello, my dear readers. It has been a little while since I have last posted. Truthfully, reading has been a challenge this summer. As soon as the school year was completed, I did not want to pick up another book. I wanted to do nothing but sit around and mindlessly think about absolutely nothing. The impact of the COVID-19 pandemic on my emotions seem to have found their full expression in my reading life.

I managed to read a book immediately after the semester ended as I waited to leave west Texas for the summer. Since returning to my parents’ home, I have read nothing else. I have tried numerous books, but nothing captured my imagination. I have shifted from fiction to self-help and humor.

Last week, after nearly a month without picking up a book, I finally found something in my TBR that I could imagine reading. What was the genre to rescue me from my reading drought? Biography….a huge departure from my normal reading fare. I’m reading William Sounder’s Mad at the World: A Life of John Steinbeck. I have found the combination of historical events and literary analysis fascinating. (I suppose my love for American literature of the early 20th century is healing my reading life.)

Sadly, I cannot say that reading is a natural occurrence again. I am not finding myself longing to pick up my book throughout the day. Instead, I am setting daily reading goals and treating the reading as an appointment to keep. So I’m progressing slower than I had hoped, but I am thrilled with the fact that I am resuming my reading. As I continue to keep my daily “appointment,” I’m finding that I am looking forward to the mental stimulation that is ahead. Since I know there is a reasonable goal, the work of reading doesn’t seem as demanding. I suppose I need to subconsciously give myself permission to read at a slower pace than normal.

Despite the slower pace, I’m hoping to finish reading the Steinbeck biography this week. Hopefully by then, I will have found something new to grab my attention and continue my return to the love of reading.

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